I woke up this morning, careful where to put my feet
in case Lilith was asleep next to the bed, but then I realized that she
wasn't ever going to be there again, and that realization made me very sad. I really miss my sweet girl today. I missed her yesterday, too, but today the permanent nature of her death is starting to sink in, and I just wish I could hold her and kiss the top of her head like I used to.
I went for my first real walk without her today. It was ok. It didn't totally suck, but it wasn't nearly as much fun without her. Baby steps...
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