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I choked my way through the phone call to the vet. We have an appointment at 12:20 today. In less than 4 hours, Lilith will be at peace. She's still just laying on her bed, but I could have sworn that once I hung up with the vet, she said "thank you". My wonderful friend Chad is going to drive us to the vet because I'm in no condition to drive. I've already polished off the entire box of kleenex (it was a small box, mind you), and am going to start on a roll of toilet paper soon. I've been trying to let Lilith rest. She's made no attempt to get up, let alone eat or drink, and I don't want to freak her out with my erratic energy, but I do want one more snuggle.